I think I found that after you all had to deal with me at P&F and I was like, 'what the #$#$%#$???!'. So you see why I keep wanting to but not sure I am the one to do it... but have a board for Catholics getting out of the NAM? That's when I wasn't wanting to rip everything apart Catholic anymore. There are ex new ager sites but no Catholic ones... I can't be the only one as well as my grandfather, I mean are we the ONLY ones??? No, did meet one other online but it was a Protestant board and she was staying Catholic but had bought into the junk about 'false teachings' entering the Catholic Church and I was still in the AoG then... and I'm sorry but it's better to be honest than lie about my past.